with a SMILE (:

RESULTS ARE GONNA BE OUT TOMORROW ! ;OO MORNING ! ;O

IN ABOUT SEVEN HOURS' TIME ! ;OO

panic panic !
I hope to get good good grades ! hahaha . stupid , that's what everyone is praying for !

there's meeting and dance tmrw .
hope I would be in high spirits for it . hahaha .

anyhoos , I found out that very few went for BACOMM ex-committee's interview . hmm .

my butt hurts alot ! ): so does my leg ! oh no !
and I might be playing badminton tmrw again ! more aching !

I want to learn more of sorry sorry ~ !

arising politics from organisations are inevitable .

that's what I've learnt .
people gossip , backstab , pretend and hide behind their masks . masks skin-deep and like that they seem so real .
they have the two-headed , the bossy , the empty vessels , the loud-haler , the ever-good guy and the free rider .
of course , there're always the hardworking , sociable and helpful ones .
but the negative characters in an organisation are enough to exasperate one .

recently , there're many many things happening in our committee .
many of those that doesn't have me involved in it . but this latest one involves andy . and being his girlf , I will naturally be concerned about it .
but I seem to not be able to do anything cause I'm labelled as " siding him just cause he's my boyf " , and I don't know why .
do everyone think in this way ?
maybe such scenario does happen , but even my friends can't see that I'm the kind who would stand by reason and not relation ?
if andy's right , how can I not support him ? I simply don't get it .

& I'm no girl that listens to my boyf's words without logical thinking .

oh whatever .

anyhoos , my portion of meat from my neck to my right elbow hurts after three hours of badminton yesterday . haha .
good exercise , for I see light in firming my thighs . LOL .
the strain on my arm was so terrible that I have difficulty performing daily actions like bathing and wearing of clothes . HAHA ! proves how long I've yet to hold a racket .
& today in school , I found out that I'm not the only one . sok and tracy too . haha !

andand , we've learnt alil bit of sorry sorry already ! happy ! :D
I seem to have been addicted to abracadabra and sorry sorry ! hohoho .

dance practise and town shopping tomorrow ! :D
I love dance practices ! (:

finally a day off from meetings ! :D
been having meetings almost everyday ~ tiring !
yesterday was a day of manual work and dance !

ohyes , and the girls would be dancing abracadabra , the guys , wedding dress , and all of us , sorry sorry . LOL .
have to burn away the flabs ! hahaha . and I would have to learn how to shake my hips and move my legs ! hahaha .

and I'm made games IC , which means I got to get all the logistics and stuffs , and ensure that nothing goes wrong on that dayy ! =/ tough job .
lynn was telling bing xian to imagine how many peepo calling me on that day . lol .
and I must say that the other game IC is super rude . basket !
I can't imagine the days of working with him now . D:

and our shirt design has changed , AGAIN . =.= without notification . (Y) how nice .
& I sense politics here . DDDDD:

p.s. TA 21's not replying my mail againnnn ~ ! )):

going for a warm background this time round (:

anyhoos , I'm recently busy with BAOC planning . more changes to the OC this time round , and I hope the freshies like it .
I'm in charge of the planning for day one's activities , along with yuxiang , wei ting , amelia , kai kee , fou hou , rene , lynn , nicol , dionis , bing xian and cabrina !
since BAOC's a day camp , and considering day one's time slot is halved ! ): we really have lil things that we can amend about to day one . which makes day one the most boring day , and many didn't turn up for the following two days , as proven from previous years . haha .

SO ! we're gonna make a change ! haha . and not let history repeat ! lol .

wellwell , I suggested either doing away with flag designing or putting in more games to let them bond . cause there's like only one hour of ice-breakers on day one last year ?! D:
last year's schedule goes like this : talks , CCA performances , lunch , ice-breakers , flag designing , HOME ! ;OO yeahh , boring .

this year , we have a new structure called HALF-HALF PIZZA ! :D hahhaha .
where we have one batch designing their flags and the other batch playing station games .
after that one hour , two batches swop ! and this incorporates campus tour when the students move around ngee ann . haha .

with more games to bond the students , they will feel belonged , and will make new friends , and will be encouraged to come for day two and threeeee !
HOHOHO ;D

many asked if I'm working , but having meeting almost everyday is like ' working ' already . haha .
though BAOC '10 planning foiled my plan of working this long holiday to earn ka ching ! , but I'm still glad to be in this big family . haha . new experience mah !

butttt , I'm still gonna tutor andy's two lil cousins ! :D haha . so I can earn my lil keep . but aye , I still stick to my stand that teaching's NOT my cup of tea . hahaha .

this holiday's THINGS TO DO would be very few ! less ambitious too , since I know I don't have many off-days .

01 . PAINTBALL ! :DD
02 . ice-skating
03 . class bbq
04 . 2nd class outing
05 . EXERCISE ! omgg , I so need that !
06 . buy formal clothes !!
07 . outing with LJFM ! at least one , babes !
08 . blog more often . haha .

seee , not ambitious at all , yeah ? haha . 

bonding session at fish & co later !

I smell trouble AGAIN . sighh .

this is no good . it goes in cycles and cycles and cycles .. 何时了 ?

I want happy holidays , I want peace before I set foot out to see more of the world .

& who said there's freedom of speech .. ?

&& I'm really glad to have you by my side through everything , darling .
      you always make me smile through my troubles . I love you , very much .

HAPPY FIRST MONTH ANNIVERSARY , ANDY ! :DD

time flies , & only one month ?! hahaha .

I ran all over the place today just to get my gift to him done . haha . xP but it's just a teeny-whee-lil thang .
hope he likes it !

the final examinations are oveerr , and we have finished a year of polytechnic life already . how time whizzed past .

but after everything , I still stick to my hatred for examinations , like ttm . they never , never fail to bring me down .
I don't know why I'm so slow , I don't know why I'm so dumb during examinations . urgh .
now , I just hope I'll maintain at my previous GPA . I daren't hope for more . ):

I just realised that my secondary clique ; LJFM , consists of three people with english names , and one with a chinese name .
whereas , my poly clique ; TDHJ , consists of three people with chinese names , and one , which is me , with an english name . LOL .

boredness makes the mind ponder . lolol .

TOMORROW'S THE LAST PAPER ! :DD DOUBLE WHEEEEE (:

might be ice-skating with the girls ! (: my first time ! egg-citing !

I couldn't bring myself to talk to you , even as a friend . I didn't even wanna look into your eyes .
why ?
does growing up makes one harder to forgive & forget ?

mommy cooked me thisss ! (:

porridge with pork balls , carrot , dates , lettuce , minced meat and a sunny side up ! :DD
7-IN-1 ! haha .
yummylicious !

it's a blessing in disguise ! xP
had to consume porridge cause of my growth of wisdom tooth . haha .

pour the liao in .

LOU ARHH ~ ! :D

today's 人日 ! a day of celebration for humans during the fifteen days of chinese new year .

lou hei is a celebratory procedure on this special occasion . :D
the crackers represent gold , and the fish represents something good too . everything in that bowl represents something good actually . 
luckily the crackers taste good . so I'm like ' eating gold ' . :D hehh .

my side dishes :

fa gao , shou bao and mini kueh balu ! :D